Thursday, April 26, 2007
i miss amrie. A LOT. A WHOLE FREAKING LOT. things are crap now, esp without her. but i know she feels the same way. i have no idea how she is now, whether she's doing well or feeling just as crap. i still feel like she's never came back at all. it's not fair. it was far too short. and zap, she's gone for another 2 yrs or maybe even more. unbelievable. i was browsing coz i was ATTRACTED to the comp and i found the picture posted above. i was trying to get it the following day after she left but it slipped out of my mind totally. till today. it all started coming back. the times we had, the jokes we shared[MR POTATO! haha.] and the stupid stuff we did. we had so many nicknames, for each other and for others. i try to keep in touch but it's so hard. i want to write an email as often as i want but i can't. it's BLOODY Os. f-ing Os. i hate being so far away. why can't it be somewhere nearer? whatever. it's like that and i doubt it's gonna change any time soon. so for now till we meet again, thanks amrie. my life is incomplete without you. and although i do have friends here, i'll always miss you.
it's like an empty seat calling out beside me whenever i glance to my right, knowing who that place rightfully belongs to.
But then i start to realise that you may never be there, ever.
11:25:00 PM
